  Home Alone (1990), the well-known movie cast by Macaulay Culkin as the young boy who was left alone at home when the entire family left, in a rush, for their family trip. The family forgot about his presence as Culkin was left to sleep at the basement or attic the night before. And, the moment he woke up, he was shocked to know that he was alone at home. An exciting movie storyline. Not forgetting the fact that I just watched it few weeks back at Azizah's house when my ex-colleagues and I went over for Hari Raya greetings. Well, the storyline was enacted on my life. However, I wanted to be left alone instead. HAHA!!  Together with my parents, my sister left for Perth to search for houses again. This time round, it was rather resourceful indeed. They even ordered beds and other house furniture getting ready to move into the rented apartment, but only to know last night that the apartment they saw was sold, again. It is very demoralizing. Well, I did not know how to react, but just to say, they are acting too harsh. Anyway, they left last Friday on a 3pm flight to Perth. Leaving me still in school and home alone through the weekend. But, my weekends were spent extremely wisely, well, in school. Their presence at home, or not, did not make any impact on my daily life. Because, I have been returning to school every single day. And only managed to return home after 12am. The house, instead, was merely place for me to sleep HAHA!! That's my life through my public holidays and weekends. Well, through the entire last month, I didn't really get much sleep. Life was many a times spent in school and multi-tasking at the same time. My temper has indeed got worse and, well, I am very blunt nowadays. It is the pressure that projects are giving me and the highly demanding STATS module that puts me up on my heels. Well, if my group mates are not sure what I'm going through and continuously put pressure on me to get things going for them, the outcome is a scolding upright from my heart, from me. :) I understand everyone's schedule is as busy and hectic. But throwing all the responsibility to me, and another of my friend for some projects, will not make any difference if I do not have a time to do anything, right? Anyhow, it is now Week 10 of my school term and I am left with just 4 weeks before the end of school term and start of exams. :) Should I feel happy or sad? I'm not sure HAHA! Getting rather apathetic these days, just managing time, dates, meetings and many other things. Stress level is increasing on my side. Well, I've broke down into pieces already, and cried once just recently due to the overpowering pressure. The only thing that keeps me going is my many friends supporting me: QianLin, Janice, HaoLong, Jasmine, Kiwie, KaiXin, YanJing, KaiLing, Adeline (Koh), Zhiling and many more. :) So, trying my best to keep my temper low and enthusiasm high is hardly possible now. LOL! Well, my motto is just to be myself. Why change myself to be someone that wants to fit into the crowd? :) Life is going on, and I really like my Software Engineering group mates for this semester. For some reason, they are so nice and easy-going. Extremely easy to communicate and talk rubbish to too. LOL! :P But our project management and documentations have kind of a little bitsy problem. Anyway, away from school. I wonder how have my secondary school friends been since I last met up with them. =X People like Rong and Sam. WOW! It was seriously since Samantha's birthday that I never meet any of them anymore. :( There was quite a couple of times that they asked me out, but I pushed them away thanks to projects and school. HAIZ! I just hope after Perth is settled, school is settled, Obligato things are settled, I can finally meet Rong and Sam out for dinner. Well, I really do need a life now. HAHA!! I'm stuck with LAPTOP, BOOKS, NOTES, PROJECTS -.- What's more going to be? Anyhow, my this week's calendar is as follow.  Looks kind of empty. But, let's look at the previous weeks...  HAHA! Happening. Ok, let's drift a little away to my 21st birthday!! :D HAHA!! The day that I can't wait for it to come. One fact that I'm sure about: I'm not holding any party to celebrate my 21st party for one simple reason: my birthday happens to fall on the same day as my grandmother's chinese birthday this year. So, I'll be celebrating for her on my birthday. Instead, I'll celebrate my birthday with individual group of friends instead. HAHA! I think it'll be good, unless someone wants to throw a surprise party for me. LOL! I understand everyone is busy too. :) Anyhow, allow me to list down what I am hoping to receive for my birthday present, before I start dwelling back into my studies again. Because I know I won't blog again, for 1 month HAHA! Birthday Wish List: - Just Surprise Me! :) (but with something that I will use) - A Key Chain Holder, just like this *Updated 281009 I've not thought of any til yet. Well, once I know of any, I'll update this list. :) Take care everyone! :) 
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